Something happened. I often wonder what it was. When things changed , and how.Why they changed is not as important any more. They did , thats all . I dont think that i always am correct or that none of what happened to me is my fault , but i guess sometimes life IS unfair. No matter how much i try to tell myself that the consequences of my actions determine what happens to me , somethings continue to defy logic . Maybe thats why i believe in stuff like astrology , maybe thats why all of us do. ...  I guess it's a nice feeling... some one singing , no humming .... " Every-thing is gonna be alright... lullaby " 
   
     I am not going to say why i am writing this and what prompted me too , i don't feel like going over it again . These things baffle me , it's not that they come out of the blue , it's just that i never expect them to happen .
Somethind did happen . Definitely. Maybe thats why i'm stuck in a hole and only time can pull me out of it.... 

        " everythings' gonna be alright...lullaby "